wasted lives?

Hello world. How is your day? mine is full of extra time wasted away with thoughts and day dreams. I realized and decided today that i think i waste my life. I want a change but dont know how to go about it. I want to volunteer it more and i want to make a difference but lately i dont know how. I seem to have all the time in the world, especially since I'm on winter vacation, but I havent found away to accomplish something im proud of, and that feeling of pride is vital for a healthy life in my opinion. I seem to be surrounded by extraordinary people and am unable to measure up. I need a change.

One thing i want to be able to ask myself every day is "how did you change the world today?" Today I may not have done that. I may have been lucky to have people in my life today to reach out to and I wouldn't change that for anything, but instead I wish to impact them rather than take their energy to bring up my own. In our society today it seems to be more and more commonplace to find people, especially young adults, under increasingly large amounts of stress. This stress changes their life and changes them as a person. Is such a thing nescessary? where is the compassion and motivation? I beg of you readers, find it and spread it throughout, impact the world.